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2010-08-13T08:43:00.001-07:00

Disappointed.

And I've never felt so angry in my whole life before.

Can explode i tell you.

2010-07-14T07:47:00.000-07:00

No, dont take guides away from me serious.

anyway, thanks everybody who cheered me up in some way or the other(:

2010-07-10T09:13:00.000-07:00

2010-07-04T09:31:00.000-07:00

yay mummy was nice to me today(:

she bought me new watch, the pretty purple adidas one!

i wanted it quite badly, but didnt expect her to really buy hehe.

Happy!((:

Practising oral with rourou tmr.

HAHA, we going changi airport eh!

so cool, i neh go there study before!

need to talk alot of chinese tmr, damn scared.

my chinese sucks ehD: oral on wed man.

haha, i suddenly lost the passion to blog alrD:

but not gonna delete this, all my memories(:

oh well.

2010-06-29T05:11:00.000-07:00

): stomach pain!Lazing around the bed, cant even start on homework man D:

Results sucked, veryvery badly):

hard work didnt pay off, damn sad.

i swore i studied so hard for this midyears.Like, really veryvery hard. Was so determined to pass chem at least. Studied for it like, after the break in CT1. But hey, look, i failed it again. And i need at least 65 to pass my overall chem. A freaking B3 just to get a C6 for my overall. Its impossible i tell you. Chem's so diff): I really dont like it. I'm trying cant you see. its really too bad right! hmmph. IDC, i gonna like, start studying now or smth. I will just die if i have to drop to combinesci or retain seriously.

And my stronger subjects were a letdown too): Bio-i studied so hard lah walao,esp for human nutrition and plant nutrition): Come out all molecular genetics what is this. And i thought that there was hope for my bio manD: and what, C5?! sighsighsigh): DONT STUDY ALR LAH. Like bio dont even do well in it!

The rest all Cs and Ds. Failed 3 subjects eh, all inportant ones somemore. chem,ss geog and amaths. Seriously, amaths just go and die and dont come back, i really cannot do it, its so hard argh,whats this lah. My highest is like what, b4?! and its cheeena. My gosh, i'm like so used to cheena being my ugliest mark on the results slip lah. I seriously dont understand, cant they like gimme one A or smth so that at least i can have smth to be proud of??

Wah, my parents, best. I feel like crying when i tell them my results man. "aiya, nevermind la. What to do?" "Its okay la, results not everything, got try can alr" " aiyo, you compare with your friends for what, compare alr make you sadder also no use. Your friends smarter nevermind lor"

HELLO? for goodness sake, i am failing 3MAJOR SUBJECTS and you all dont even care about it?! Yall want me to retain then you all bother issit. Yeahla, get it,you all dont even care right. only care about when my brother get off the comp, whether he got do hmk. your daughter no need to care la, fine can. Dont need you to bother, I CARE CAN ALR.

stupid nonsense, get out of my life man.

2010-06-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

I DONT WANT SCH TMR):

blahblah results blah, go and diee.

go go go):

HAHA, tmr will be an exciting day minus results.

i want see all my friends again(:

omg haha.

2010-06-26T23:23:00.000-07:00

Omg,if i faint and die tmr,

its all your fault carin loh!

))))))))):

yes, i am gonna do it myself.

2010-06-26T06:08:00.001-07:00

omg.

i am gonna do smth that will change my life forever.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

scary omg.

ah, hope it goes well.

2010-06-25T21:08:00.001-07:00

Swimming(:

tuition):

bye!

2010-06-24T23:13:00.000-07:00

Omg, its hard to believe that School will start in 2 more days):

And a bad start too, with all the results releasing D:

Will my hard hard work pay off??

Stupid, so worried for chem.

blah.

Carrie Underwood is one of my favourite singers ever(:

heehee(:

And omg, baking life is addictive):

I neeeeed to do geog!

2010-06-24T10:01:00.001-07:00

Happy days always end with happy stuff(:

shall go sleeeeeep now(:

teeeeeeheeeeeeeeeee.

(((:

2010-06-22T08:44:00.000-07:00

My love(:

My passion(:

My life(:

hehe, DPs unite!

2010-06-22T05:04:00.001-07:00

Back from camp.

never thought that i would miss it so much, considering the fact that we all were actually DREADING it. but seriously, i miss it so much):

can remember like how the day before, we were all rushing the stuff like mad. Sunny, Carin,( skittles) Claudy,(jagabee), Choo, Jassandra(eureka) and me and rachel for wiggies. seriously, it was like a mad house totally. paint here paint there, run here run there.

The night before was hell man, barely slept, esp me and claudy. only went offline at 430, and havent even finishing labelling 9 mealbags and everything, but heck, i couldnt take it anymoreee, just go sleep. at least, finished the script for CF, all 9 patrol identites(: but sucked kay, my comp went mad at 230 plus, and deleted my CF script. swore that i could have thrown my laptop down 17 floors,thank god it appeared again after restarting it.

Woke up like a walking zombie, swore never to sleep so late in my life again, esp before camp god. went sch at 615 to help sabby.was the earliest person in the while school. so freaky ahaha. i so scared, i on all the lights in the canteen. funny like mad. woke up after that HAHA

hmm, first day nth much, pitched tents etc. tiring. Wiggles Wiggles(:

2nd day.

craft making was cool! highlight was CF. gosh, never in my life would i be the emcee again. heart beating like crazy, my legs felt like jellly. nervousness i tell you, i swore i could have peed in my pants. Depressing cuz right before the CF, i threw my script to claudia. Stupid script, waste my whole night on it, and then i didnt even use it. I was damn scared, the script was just making me stresser,serious. Hmm, opening was nonsense, we forgot to do our beyonce dance): Like gradually, got less tensed up la, but still vvvvery scared): Then, the songs not enough, me and rachel had to think of songs on the spot. horror, we couldnt even think properly can. I was so scared, i wasnt making sense when i was talking. Guess being Charlene helps. Oh, then so annoying, when emceeing, then the people keep going:"charlene ah charlene ah/" then with every charlene, my heart beat faster and faster, my sweat keep coming out. horror. but oh well, they said that it was funny, so guess it went okay? But emcees cannot enjoy CF one lor, i couldnt even sing in peaceD:

3rd day

Kite flying, HAHA. so ridiculous, Amazing race @ tampines was damn fun.Camp challenge was still the best, around Spore(: HAHA, went around taking photos of 100. the stupid bra han woman so annoying, called security to chase us out know. Say what we chase away your business, oh please man, you dont have customers to start with. haha, so crap, sell what bubble bra, bra han. AHAHAH, nonsense. boobs only, need so many things for what! Oh, then nightwalk(: Wasnt really scary, a little bit only(: Should walk in pairs in, got more thrill AHHA.

4th day

Last day! was tired like dont know what alr,kinda glad to break camp. but after that, missed it like crazy. Camp Christine just leave you with those kind of feelings you knoww. it makes you miss camp, no matter how tired you are man. HAHA, prize presentation. good job sec3s(: Whether got prize not, everybody like really everyone made up a part of my bigbig guiding family(: me like! HAHA, got the Lady Gaga award, so cute(: but insulting lo, i wont ever ever go around naked, trust me. i wont. HAHA. OH, you know i got secret talent! i can talk to grass hoppers eh. like really, i tell the grass hoppers to hop away, they really listen to me(: good hoppies!

After break camp!(: HAHA, sec3s did banja and slacked around after packing storee. talked talked and stank up our school. Oh haha, then played soccer with sec4s, funny(:

Dearest Wiggies: most enthu patrol and best patrol identity!:D hehe, You all seriously rock, from sec1s to sec3s. I could see all of you all growing since day 1(: Loved the billybanja(:

Sec2s: thanks for being such an enthusiastic bunch, it was a joy to be with you all. Also, we could see you all taking initiative, helping the sec3s with everything.I feel safe entrusting our patrol to you guys. Oh, remember how went mad after sugarrush. we were so crap then, but i enjoyed every moment spent in the 4 days 3 nights. Got to know each other so much better(: OH, yeah la, you all so sweet, but lollipops for us(: Thanks! Oh, and we hope that you all have learnt many new stuff, We shall have Wiggles outing soon!

Sec1s: Its your first ever ever guides camp, we hope that you have enjoyed it. Even though you all were very quiet, but we could really see the great huge improvement from day1 to day4.like by day4, you all were actually taking initiative and helping us. we are proud of you all, really. Hope that we, wiggles left you with wonderful memories(:

Sec3s!: you all are wonderfully big big huge huge family. Cant imagine life without all of you serious,think i will just dieee. Our banja was splendid, so cute la all of us. shared coke and cordial hehe(: we sweat and stink together,and whats not. really. All of you were so awesomeee, i dont know what to say. Yesterday when we were bringing back the poles at camp christine, and when sunny's poles slipped and dropped, the rest of us immediately ran to help sunny. the P5 camp instructor there was like:' wah, so buddy heh'. felt so proud of us, everybody(: we shineeeee, and show the true blue meaning of guides(: oh gosh, this is so mushy. HAHA.

But omg, must really enjoy time left with guides and with my dearest bigbig family(: grown so attached to all of them, cant imagine 11mths later, farewell): know i probably shouldnt be thinking about it, but it just keep coming back): like, a huge part of my life is in guides, ever since sec1. i've got no other commitments other than guides. except maybe studies. but then again, i always throw my studies one side and do guides stuff anyway, doesnt matter. when its time to leave guides, there would probably be abig big big hole in my heart. i cant probably imagineee life without guides. its just so weird. I would probably die or smth, my heart would be too weak to pump blood for my body. life would be meaningless. nothing can ever ever ever replace guides i tell you. ah): All my bestest ever friends in my whole life is from guides. Sure, i do have manymany good friends out of guides, but nobody can understand guides other than guides themselves. they wouldnt understand how impt guides is to us, except guides themselves. the only time where i can truly be myself is also within guides(: So you see, how can i probably live when theres no guides! Guides have taught me like so many many things that i would probably not know, made me a stronger and better person too. Cant imagine life before guides, cant imagine life after guides. Oh no, its too fast, time should like stop, so that we all can appreciate guides while we can): In 11mths time, all thats left of guides would probably be memories.

)))))))))):

Go see the journey in our batch blog, we've gone through so much things together(: wow, its such a long long post tonight.

2010-06-17T06:15:00.000-07:00

tmr.

omg.

tonight no need sleep alr.

CF script, patrol identity, KS, whatsnot.

today so tiring.

worked the whole day..

okay, go pack bag.

bye.

-i should probably stop caring about you, i just cant.

2010-06-16T06:51:00.001-07:00

Race against time.

2010-06-15T01:46:00.000-07:00

-i know i shoudnt be affected by it,but sorry really cant help it.

-gonna pray so hard, we dont screw up CF. please, dont.

is hard, but we'll try.

-scared.

2010-06-14T09:14:00.000-07:00

VVP OUTING ROCKED(:

HAHA, NANNY MCPHEE NICE!!

PLAYED WATER AND THEN CATCHING

HAHAHA, OMG, SCARY GAME.

HEART BEATING SO FAST SO SCARY HAHAHA.

TRUTH OR DARE SO EMBARRASSING!

I MUST HAVE BEEN OUT OF MY MINDD;

BUT NEVERMIND HEHEH(:

FUN TTM TOO!

HAHA, LOVE VVP(:

THIS YEAR AC PATROL NOT SO AWESOME ANYMORE);

HAHA, OMG. FUNNY(:

WE SO CLUMSY):

HAHA, HOLE.

YAY, TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY(:

2010-06-13T07:44:00.000-07:00

VVP OUTING TMR!

EXCITED!(:

WE GONNA PLAY!:D

AND WATCH KARATE KID TOO HEHE(:

HAPPY KID!

2010-06-12T08:36:00.001-07:00

YO(:

ME BORED.

HAVE BEEN PLAYING NEOPETS LIKE THE WHOLE DAYYY!!!

LITERALLY SINCE I WAKE UP.

TRIED TO DOWNLOAD AUDITION, FAILED.D;

HAHA, TALKED TO HAZZYWAZZY.

FUNNY LIKE HELL.

niceeeee.

WE WERE DISCUSSING ABOUT OUR KIDS NAME NEXT TIME.

[-.-] says:

dew!

dewberry

omg omg nice name

Charlene says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

straw!

hi, my name is straw my surname is berry

thus you can call me strawberry

[-.-] says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHA

OMG

Charlene says:

HAHAHAHAHAHA

[-.-] says:

OMG

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH

Charlene says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

OMG

hi, my name is rasp ,surname berry

[-.-] says:

SO COOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Charlene says:

HAHAHA raspberry HAHAHA

[-.-] says:

RASP IS A DISGUSTING NAME HAHHAHAHAHA

Charlene says:

hahahaahahaha

so is straw'

[-.-] says:

BLUE!

Charlene says:

hahahahahaha

[-.-] says:

BLUE IS NICE

BLUE BERRY

Charlene says:

so your kids is blue, straw and rasp??

HAHAHAHA

[-.-] says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

YEAH

Charlene says:

yhou must find a mr.berry

[-.-] says:

HAHHAHAAHHA

Charlene says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

[-.-] says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

DAMN HARD

HAHAHAHAAHA!

MARRY ANGMOH

Charlene says:

HAHAHAAHHAHA, go angmoh countries

HAHAHA,maybe have

[-.-] says:

EH STRAw STRAw COME HEREEE!

HAHAHAHAHA

Charlene says:

HAHAHA, omg. hi, is your surname berry?

can you marry me cuz i want to name my kids straw, rasp and blue

[-.-] says:

straw, cant you be more like rasp?

Charlene says:

HAHAHAHAAHA

[-.-] says:

OMG SUX MAN

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

OMG

Charlene says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[-.-] says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

eh if rly got then damn fated okay

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

HAHAHA, SO NONSENSE RIGHT.

WELL..

HAHA, HAZZY IS A NICE LITTLE PERSON WHO ENTERTAINED ME TODAY

WITH NEOPETS AND IDK WHAT ELSE HAHAHA.

MEEEE TIRED):

NEED TO REST MY EYES MAN.

OK, SHALL START A TEENY BIT ON HMK TMR K!!!!

OH YEST WAS FUN FUN TOO.

WITH CLAUDIEE, HAZZIEE, NITTTTTY,CARINNY, RACHELL AND JAIMEE.

HAHA, CARIN LEFT EARLY):

THEN THE REST GO PLAYPLAY PLAYGROUND(:

HAHA, DAMN FUN. PLAYED CROCODILE, CATCHING AND IDK WHAT ELSE. HAHA

THRILLING!!!!!

WITH THE KIDDOS TOO! KIDS ARE FUNNN!

THEY ARE DAMN CUTE I TELL YOU(:

AND CLAUDIAAA GOT MOTHERLY INSTINCTS HUMPH.

KIDS SOMEHOW THINK THAT I AM A MONSTER):

THEY LIKE TO COME AND BE SCARED BY ME HAHA.

AHHHHHH. OKAY, TIRED NIGHTS.

2010-06-10T10:09:00.001-07:00

HAHA OMG.

READING THROUGH MY ARCHIVES JUST NOW

I WAS SUCH A LAME KID!!!!!

OKAY, I TIRED.

SLEEEEEEP!(:

NIGHTS!

2010-06-10T08:30:00.001-07:00

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY!!!

CHARLENE LIKE HAPPY DAYS!!

(((((:HEEEEEEHE.

I WANT NAME MY KIDS LORRAINE AND GERMAINE NEXT TIME!

THEY ARE PRETTY NAMES!!!

I WANT HAVE 3 KIDS NEXT TIMEEEE HEHEHE.

THEN THEIR MIDDLE NAME WILL BE HAPPY, SMILEY AND AND CHEERY!1

NICE NICE ME LIKE!

THEN THEIR CHEENA NAME SHALL BE KAI XIN!

HAHAH ALL THREE OF THEM WILL HAVE SAME CHEENA NAMES HEHE!

NOW ALL I NEED IS A MR RIGHT THEN MY DREAM COME TRUE HEH!

NOT BAD NOT BAD AT ALL!

HMMMMMM, BUT I DONT WANT GIVE BIRTH):

PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!

I SHALL ADOPT 4 KIDDOS AND NAME THEM HEHE.

TODAY HAPPY, WENT SCH WITH SUNNY AND CLAUDY FOR FUN!

WELL, WAS A HMK DATE, BUT WE DUH DIDNT DO ANYTH(:

HMM, THEN LUNCH LUNCH!

ARE PIZZAHUT!!!!!

YUMMMMYYUMMY(((((((((((((:

SO LONG LONG NEH EAT MY DEAREST BAKED RICE(:

SO, TODAY HAPPY!

TMR WILL BE HAPPY TOO(:

EVERYDAY IS A HAPPY DAY!

NDPPPPPPPPP(:

FOOOTDRILLS YEAH MAN, HERE I COME!

I LIKE TO THINK THINK ALOT WHEN I DO DRILLS!!!!!

CAN THINK FROM NORTH TO EAST AND WEST TO SOUTH!

MAN): HOPE I NO NEED TIME TMR,

TIMING I SSTRESSFUL!!!!!!!

HEEEEEEEE, OKAY I AM DONE DONE.

ME HAPPY YAY(:

JUST REALISED, IT WAS A LONG LONG LONG TIME SINCE I POST WITH COLOURS:D

WELL WELL!!

2010-06-08T04:31:00.000-07:00

Just realised that if Facebook colllapses one day,

i'll be the saddest person aliveD:

all my memories will be gone, like no more.

all the photos will be like byebyeD:

so you seee, photos are impt(:

Going out with mummy tomorrow.

hope its productive hehe, i neeed a bag desperately.

and i neeed new sch shoes too.

YAY(:

went ahma house today.

My Ahma getting oldD:

shes my only grandparent left):

so sad right.

shes my 2nd closest grandparent!(:

ohoh, ate magnum gold today hehe(:

yummy yummmy(:

cant stand how i'm lazing around like a pig in the hols man.

study date with sunny and claudia on thurs(:

i really need to do hmk alr!!!!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-06-06T07:23:00.001-07:00

past few days have been pretty much awesomee(:

esp that WWW day with choo,hazel and pearlyn(:

all awesome pretty people:D

was reallyreally vvvvvvvvvvvvvvv awesome man:D

the countless times we went down ularla, the shiok river and the tsunami

and the slide up(?) and the jacuzzi and oh, the professor's playground too.

i really really enjoyed my time with all of you guys damn alot.

(: bring back precious memories i tell you(:

SIGHHHH OH WELL.

well, you cant find anymore of celest,hazel or pearlyn in 3I..

i miss all of you):

MOVING ON..

watched killers before www(:

awesome show, i tell you.

and breakfast and kfc before that too.

Funny with the porridge HAHA.

well, so all in all, efforts were worth it.

i wouldnt mind getting into so much trouble just to relieve this day all over again(:

awesome, and beautiful!

SDD was alright too.

but mood was spoilt bright and early in the morning, by some people.

stupid___, go and die la you.

HAHA, we won foot volleyball

south div champs eh, not bad huh.

but, it was crap la.

hey, we got trophy ok.

went lunching and playpplay with guides after that.

lunch was okay, played spidey-catching.

thrilling.

hmm, then sat down and talked.

went home, and then felt sick):

fever,sore throat gah.

Stupid choooo go taiwan alrrrr.

6 days eh chooooooooo.

HURRY COME BACK MAN!

and sunny's supposed to come back today too.

and hell, are you all even considered as friends?

no, supposed not.

spent the whole of yest talking and thinking about it.

its not worth it right.

talking bout 2 diff people/grps.

dont try to figure it out.

2010-06-03T00:18:00.000-07:00

Hello!

internet pissing me off greatly):

Stupid.

anyway, my bro would be back later from msia.

past few days without him was well, peace and quiet.

have the whole house to myself(:

anyway,

Pearlyn's house on tues was damn fun.

badmintoned, monopolied and well, you raping each other HAHA.

thats what you get when theres hazel, celest and me.

poor pearlyn, shes the only sane one now heheh.

just realised, my lifes quite boring nowO:

2010-05-31T08:37:00.000-07:00

HAHA vvp outing so exciting hehe(:

storecheck tmr:D
going out with choo,hazel and pearlyn tmr again heh!

LIFE'S GOOD YEAH.

2010-05-30T08:32:00.000-07:00

Hello(:

talking to wendi is the most blessing and dream come true thing ever.

HAHA, whoever that we talk about always appear somehow!

HAHA, i hate it when my imagination run wild.

as in, like, i really think of so manymany things,

and so many impossible things that wont happen.

hmm.

people have been reminding of my GREAT FALL during open house):

I am surprised wendi remembered O:

Oh well, so embarrassing.

poor sausages, poor meeee.

Life's boring.

on the other hand, thinking about VVP outing and many many other dates make me HAppy(:

2010-05-29T03:04:00.000-07:00

Life is boring hehe.

When theres school, we complain and hope for hols.

haha, then now hols.

i sudednly feel so damn free and nth to do.

hmm, went swimming with daddy justnow.

came homeeeee and slack man.

ran out of books to read hehe.

OMG. the stupid yog thing is annoying i tell you.

I dont even know what they want can.

HAHA, i am hungry);

2010-05-28T02:20:00.000-07:00

OMG my exams are over hehehe(:

its the start of june hols!

woke up at 1 today around there.

after lazing around and everyth.

feels good man heh.

havent done that for so long(:

Yesterday was damn awesomeee.

Never felt so good for so so long(:

the whole day i just keep smiling, and coulnt stop at all

even before hist man.((((((:

spent my day with hazel, celest and pearlyn.

celebrated hazel bday at vivo haha.

damn funny omggg.

hmm, so exams ended at 930 plus plus. went to eat with hazel,

then aft that she went for CCA and then met choo at lib.

went to buy durian cake. as in literally a durian. the spikyspiky fruit.

haha, so funny.

choo carried it in the mrt man.

thank god never get caught haha.

oh, then went back to sch to pick up hazel,

went to vivo.

toook so many many many pics i tell you.

with all the cinemas posters and then

later at the playground too.

that pearlyn and that choo la, cannot find them at all.

damn funnyyyyyyy.

HAHA, then we playplay in the water,

splash from day to light heh,

:DDDDD

then we walk around, eat and went back to the playground place

and look at the beautiful night sky

and talk about out bright future HAHA.

so awesomeee.

went home at 1030 i think

:DDDDD

i am a happy kid(:

damn excited for my june hols(:

gonna eat sleep slack go out play use comp read and many many stuff(:

wheeeeeeee.

HAPPY(:

2010-05-26T08:22:00.000-07:00

“On July 4th, 1039, eight months after Kristalnacht, I got up extremely early and went into the kitchen to say goodbye to my dolls. I was to be sent abroad under the auspices of the Kindertransport – a rescue operation that helped nearly 10,000 Jewish children escape Nazi rule and find new homes in Britain.

The authorities allowed the children to take only a small suitcase with them, so I could only take one of my dolls. My mother stood at the garden gate and waved goodbye to us. (Marion’s older sister accompanied her)

My father took us to the station. My sister and I were travelling with 200 other children and there was almost no time to say goodbye, as the parents were not allowed to wait for the train to leave. However, many of them – including my father – sped to the next stop in Berlin for one last glimpse of their children.

As the train pulled into the station, I saw my father coming to me, wanting to kiss me goodbye one last time. I leaned out of the window, about to kiss and stroke his face once more, when a group of SS men with large dogs and truncheons strode up to the train and pushed him and the other parents away from the train.

My father stumbled and a lady fell. I stayed as strong as I could, took one last look at my father as the platform receded, and prayed that I would see him and my mother again soon.”

OH god. so sad.):

wish me luck for hist.

hopehopee ww1 tov comes out, if not i am a total dead meat.

omgggggg.

i am so scared for hist.

ppl all studying hitler and stalin..

i only read thru, damn scared.

2010-05-26T02:30:00.000-07:00

Last paper tmr, come on charlene(:

and all the non-trip students, jiayou!(:

GRR.

cant stand the happy faces of trip science students today):

wahpiang eh.

ran out of school like, almost immediately man.

History's so freaking hard to study):

i love learning about it, but when it comes to exams.,

theres just too much.

typing out my notes now, cuz my hand too tired to write.

the stupid rash at my 4th finger is appearing))))):

so much for sweaty palms man.

after school tmr gonna be exciting with hazellyyy(((:

HEEEEEEE.

come on, tov come into my head.

stay there for a day and vomit it out tmr yeah.

jiayou charlene(:

2010-05-25T03:48:00.000-07:00

omg, so sick and tired of screwing everything up.

ss was total failure, but that nvm.

geog):

bt then again, its ending in 2 more days.

then its fun(:

june hols hehe.

then after that, results. and time to start mugging for eyes.

i promise to alter my skirt 2 inches below ankle,

and become a full time mugger if you let me pass everything okay(:

plesssse.

nvm.

bio and amaths tmr.

gah.

hist thurs.

stupid, trip sci people finish on wed.

blah, nevermind.

goodbye(:

2010-05-23T10:34:00.000-07:00

Damn tired):

left a teeny weeny bit of geog left.

cant push myself anymore.

its 130));

hmm, shall go and learn my chinese phrases(:

i kinda like writing chinese compo actually hehe.

i mean like, the picture one and everything last time.

HAHA, last time my chinese one of the top few in class one you know(:

my compo esp.

always get 32 hehe(:

now..

well now..

but i still like to write chinese compo.

ahaha, i just elaised that blogging is stress relieving.

its like talking to a computer, but then it wont talk back.

just quietly listen and absorb hehe.

okay, i am too tired. i am not making sense

haha, you know when you yawn, and then you touchc your tongue.

it will stop your yawn, hehe.

okay, nights(:

2010-05-23T09:47:00.000-07:00

HAHA, went to look at the 2c outing pics again.

so many never tag):

i shall tagit like aft exams.

hmm, feels damn motivated to study again.

i MUST finish geog today!

yes i will. hehe(:

2010-05-22T04:08:00.000-07:00

OMG.

nothing can motivate me to study today, i swear.

theres this constant nagging in me to study, but well.

i promise to study really hard tmr, reallyreally.

come, let me tell you what i did today.

i watch all the annoying orange on youtube,

read FMLs and (L)GMHs.

download alot of disney songs.

realised that i love listening to all fo them, makes me happy hehe.

esp colors of the wind and once upon a december.

heheee(:

i feel unnaturally calm about the exams on the next few days.

PS: i want to watch the last song!(:

2010-05-21T06:08:00.000-07:00

chem was screwed.

really badly.

i just cant do chem.

left arnd 10 marks of blanks in section b, and only found did like 2 marks out of section C.

i am freaking dead.

i hate you, chem.

oh why, i tell you, you wont see me if i fail chem.

and the next day, you will see my big name on the headlines.

the first CT, i failed.

fine, that was my bad.

i didnt study hard enough.

FINE.

this time, i learnt my lesson.

i really put in like super alot of effort into mugging chem.

28 pages of foolscaps notes, and how i stayed up till 3plus to study for the past few days.

and yesterday, i tried to hard to mug till 4am before i fell asleep with the pen in my hands.

i dont feel so good about chem before the exam.

but i never thought that i wont be able to solve so many questions.

sure, i am super weak in acids and bases, but still.

my mind just went blank, and all the stuff that i stuffed in my head the past few days disappeared.

i was so worried when i stare at the paper and couldn understnad))):

HOWHOW?

please,dont let me fail. i realy really put in a lot of effort, chem. you dont get it issit.

oh well.

guess its just the jelly in my brains.

i have a super thin layer, such that i cant absorbb):

i really feel like giving up now.

can you imagine if the same thing happen for bio?

i will just dieee.

haha, thanks choo for teaching me chem and mol the past few days(:

even though only 1 question of mol come out, i still must thank you for making me understand(:

oh and pooja too hehe(:

hmm, yes and sabbie darling oriolean, thanks for cheering me up with your many many encouragements today. you have been exceptionally sweet today thanks.

oh, thankyou jolene too(: and the rest who tried to cheer me up today--claudia,chenchen,sunny, chelng and the rest. love all of you(L

2010-05-20T00:50:00.001-07:00

OMG, tmr chem midyears))):

acids and bases,moles, and chem cal D:

i hope i pass,

if not i will turn into a full time nerd and start studying for endyears in july.

but chem so hard))):

hate chem.

BIO((:

okay, bye world.

mugging timee.

2010-05-18T03:50:00.000-07:00

hello(:
i am freezing in the lib now.
damn cold, cant type properly man.
i very dumb, i forgot to bring house keys):
then no body at home. stupid brother go party alr la, midyears over.
so late then come home)):
meeting daddy for dinner, then he can lend me his keys to go homee.

hmm, yest.
was like):
i slept so early mann.
and i think i got psychological barrier.
i always shy away from chem)):

thats bad right.
i know omg.
i am trying la god.

haha, gave hazel card yest.
hehe, she very happy,i also very happy.
tell you, cant wait for juneee hehe.
oh goshh.
haha(:

okay, i left no more time alr.
goodbyee.

2010-05-15T21:19:00.000-07:00

hate how studying is killing all of us):

wonder how i'll survive next year.

Damn angry, went on youtube to watch all the hitler stuff.

OMG, seriously.

killing everybody very fun issit?

you know, he killed 6 million jews.

very fun right, human lives for god sake.

ANGRYYYYYD:

hmm. gonna go out later):

maybe i go starbucks study alonee.

damn long neh go there alr.

yay(:

oh, happy early birthday hazel((:

love you:D

Get well soon!(:

2010-05-15T10:06:00.000-07:00

hmmm. my 200th blog post.

haha(:

anyway, i feel like damn accomplished now.

i studied for 14 hrs((:

okay. not really.

but mostly. including toliet breaks, breakfast and dinner.

me and choo just plant our butt at pp macs and mug through.

then we had tuition, which is studying.

and then we went back to macs and study with esther until 1130.

it feels damn goood okay.

like, even though the last half an hour we only like talktalk and studied a little bit only,

but at least i finished one big chapter of bio, understanded mole( at least tried to), and revised through the maths for sec1 and 2.

oh god.

haha, choo damn funny. at one point, she was telling me on the hist of her maids.

then i asked her, where does your maid stay?

she was likeee OH I KNOW! ON A MOUNTAIN!

haha, the way she said it was damn funny.

oh and i was telling her about a play. an imaginery oneee.

and quite far fetched too.

then she actually believed haha. this girl can drive me nuts man.

haha, but glad she joined my tuition(:

now i got company(:

yay choo.

i monday got tuition after sch):wed also.

no study date with sunny claudia carin and gangD;

neh mind.

OMG. midyears coming too soon.

come on DDDDD:

i need more time la you.

okay, its damn late nw.

i shll go sleeeep bye(:

tmr i shal; just continue to studyy.

2010-05-14T17:45:00.000-07:00

WHEEEEE(:

choo joining my tuition today(:

i got study date with her in like 40 mins!

i havent bathe and everything yet la you):

haha, then after we mug, we go tuition,

then tuition finish, we mug somemore okay.

set set.

Hmm, dont think you will see this though.

i hungry):

okay(:

FRI Was damn funny, with claudia the gay, and shannen the (ACT ) dao.

haha, after the library closed, we walked arnd and started to talk about how shannen came into 2c when her claass was on LOA.

stupid dao girl. cant believed i vowed not to talk to you again last time heh.

HAHA, after shannen go away, me and claudia were dancing around, okay, fine me only. but claudia was laughing and videotaping.

haha, yeah thats all.

oh and seriously.

can you imagine doing tentpitching and firelighting and planks and tough stuff in pink?

oh god really.

2010-05-13T06:21:00.000-07:00

HAHA OMG.

I GO TO SLEEP EARLY EVERY ALTERNATE DAY.

today happens to be the not alternate day.

so i shall not go to sleep early.

but walao, damn tired):

motivation?

hmmmmm.

oh lessons.

omg, midyears in 8days time):

i am losing concentration everyday.

ahah, sitting with zheru very funny.

we got too many things to do.

i feel very worried for my chem):

i dont know how to do, not a single thing at all.

and its one of the core sub, i damn scared i fail this year):

go and die la chemmm.

haha, study with the guides people and claudia's chenchen after that.

FUNNY(:

haha after that was funny,

omg. never walked out of PP so freaking fast in my whole life before you know.

was dripping with sweat after that la.

but worth it(:

hmmm.

okay.

yeap no more.

oh tmr no guides):

neh mind, we got study date.

byebey(;

2010-05-11T05:57:00.000-07:00

hello(:

hmm.let me see.

mothers day(: daddy say no need celebrate cuz we celebrating her bday on thurs(: haha, i wished her anyway.

my mummy bday coming!!

Funny how easy it is to say LOVE YA to your friends, and when it comes to your mummy/daddy, its just plain awkward and weird.

the last time i said that to them was years ago):

i feel bad!

but my family have never been the sentimental sentimental kind.

like we dont cry when we watch a sad movie and we dont hughugkisskiss and everyth.

so weird right.

anyway, happy mothers day mummy! and happy birthday too(:

YEST(:

heee. i reached home, bathe, then i go sleep/. then dinner come, wake up eat. after dinner i fell asleeeep. daddy was supposed to wake me at 10 so that i can mug all through the night. guess what. he didn and i slept all the way):

i am gonna study alot tonight i hope..

TODAY(:

studying in the library was totally unproductive haha.

but we got extended curriculum today until 3.30):

mt and straight after that, bio.

must be the over excess of sleep, i wasnt sleepy at all today.

:D gooddd, but cannot sleep at 8 everyday right.

haha, had over excess of energy too. was prancing around hehe(:

HAPPY(:

i think me and zheru damn funny.

last week, we were breaking rulers on thurs cuz i was feeling damn depressed.

long story, but yes.

we broke a 20cm ruler into 40 pieces then we put the, back, like jigsaw puzzle(:

then friday, we got nth to do):

monday, oh we drew nicenice postits for everybody(:

beautiful!

ZHERU):

we need to start listening to chem!

gonna fail chem big time):

OH,

haha, we got back the tofu and soybean compreee today.

for the first time in my entire life,

and probably the only time,

i got 2nd in class for compreee.

heh.

its damn funny. theres a damn funny reason behind it.

all the talking and gazing helps right.

i told you so(:

thank you person(:

i love you!

haha, okay.

i shall end off happily(:

byebye world!!!

2010-05-09T01:37:00.001-07:00

DIE.

I AM NOT STUDYING):

AHHHH):

2010-05-07T07:59:00.000-07:00

We are promoted!

Congrats Carin Sabrina Nithya Rachel Tham!

hm, unexpected la.

but then life never is fair right.

its okay, i am okay.

like disappointed, yeah.

but got over it and its time to move on(:

Afterall, positions aint everything.

it wont affect my love for cedar guides<3

i like my patrol(:

The highness and enthusiam must be passed down heh(:

oh and the oriole laughter too.

OMG, cant wait for patrol outing to universal studios at the end of the year.

hoho(:

cme on dont be sad fellow guides(:

what is done is doneee. lets accept it and move on.

arent we gay peopleee.

we must prove shannen theory of gayness in guides.

Cheerup alright.

i think i have damn nice seniors:D

manymany too!

i shall study tmr.

and go sleeep nowww,

goodnight!

2010-05-06T09:02:00.000-07:00

Did notes for chem just now.

and a beautiful card for my dearest uncle.

damn drained now.

2010-05-06T08:50:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow gonna be long and scary.

dont know what to expect, just hope that we don't screw up thats all.

and please please dont rain tmrrr.

Colour party jiayou(: you all can do it(:

yall are damn good la, trust meee.

Go claudia, hazirah Jingwen!

2010-05-06T07:26:00.000-07:00

Uncle, please get well soon.

You're scaring meee.

Please dont dieee.

you are my fave uncle you know!

Realised that my problems are actually damn trivial compared to my uncle.

i feel damn bad for him.

dont be like that okay(:

Life's damn fragile.

its damn scary.

we should learn to appreciate what you have.

2010-05-05T08:06:00.000-07:00

Today lessons was alright.

Me and zheru started playing all the childhood games.

damn funny(:

was happily doing maths when claudia called me.

Oh well.

talking to like 7 guides separate convo just now.

words hurt,heart pain.

2010-05-04T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hello!(:

damn happy now whoohoo:D

5 smiley faces yeah(:

LIFE is GOOD.

I feel damn motivated to study.

but then its like 10 alr):

my new mugger routinee includes sleeping at 10):

oh well, it aint gonna work.

I SHALL STUDY NOW.

Geog, you're my new best friend!

HAHA, nithya is my new love,

and claudia is my juliet.

but theres more people who means moreeee right!

god, went PP just now after lib.

damn funny, we saw dandelions(?) and then we start wishing and blowing.

hehe!

OKAY, i shouldnt be here.

i am gonna work hard for myes!

:DDDDD

goodbye world!

gosh, its too nice to be trueeee.

i shall have sweet sweet dreams laterrrr

OH MUMMY(:

2010-05-03T01:30:00.001-07:00

HAPPY(:
okay.
shall go mug.
motivated alr(:
heeeee.
shall push evil thoughts away.
byebye.
mugging, here i come(:

2010-04-30T05:42:00.000-07:00

):
they change the seating arrangement.
stupidddddd.
hate it.
totally spoilt my day i swear.
now pooja is in front of meee
and i am cramped back all the way at the back
with zheru.
D:
i want my old seat back):

went for cgt with choo hazel and pearlyn:D
and manymany other people.
hehe(:
studied with choo and pearlyn before that.
missed studying with you guys alot.
haha, pearlyn remember tht time the tartaric acid and all those nonsense that we memoriesed tgtt?
oh well.

thurs, they let us sit with our ex class.
missed them so much):
sec3 class is just different.
its like i am trying to find a resemblence for everybody in 2c.
i miss 2C.
its the only ever class that i can truly enjoy studying in.
now were all split upD:

i even miss mrsrw to start with.
english lessons now so slack and boring.
last time when mrs rw was still in spore, i never really did appreciate her.
now, how i wish i still can hear her picking on me for my verbtense agreement.
and how every lesson, no matter how tired, we all still wouldn fall asleep,
cuz well, shes mrs rw afterall.

oh well, i miss this bunch of crazy funny people(:
cant we have a 4 year class seriously.
gosh, we should totally relieve all these wonderful memories.
even mdm goh reminds me of 2c today.

xcty.
ahaha, i can proudly say that i never run a single step for my first ever cross country,
sec1, had tkps.
sec2, had milo duty.
this year my first ever one.
walked with felicia choo and claudia hehe.
the rest who promised to walk ran lor.
haha, but it was embarrassing at the finishing line, where we proudly walked in.

hmm, went out with choo sonita claudia carin shirley and rachel today.
went northpoint.
quite cool, since i nev go before.
haha, passed by the prawning place
so cool.
day ended off beautifully.

hm.
initially, i felt guilty.
so i was quite nice.
and then you had to annoy me yet again.
then, i gave up being nice.
so, what to do you tell me?

2010-04-28T05:58:00.000-07:00

so tired omg.
drained.

tmr cgt.
goinggoing??
feel like going.

screwed.
how come we do so well
when nobody is looking?
and then screw everything up
when theres people.

god.
walau, damn pissed today.
oh well
):

FB aint working.
booo.
realised that i am getting bored of the comp.
haha.

CHOO,
quick come and join my tuition):
HURRYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
make me happy!
:D

and that charmaineyap ah):
go take pic with ruien!
come to me and brag):
so annoyiing!!!!!
and god, shes damn pretty.
and she put her arm arnd charmaine somemore.
BOOOOOOOOO);
jealous!

haha, oh well.
xcty tmrtmr
we should walk to the finishing line tgt,guides hehe.

haha, okay.
byebye(:

2010-04-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

MUGMUGMUG(:
MUGGING IS COOL.

oh well.
BIO TEST TMR):
i studied all the not impt stuff.
stupid pharynx and everyth.
asked nithya today, did mwong go thru pharynx with you?
NO.
gosh.

HAVENT STUDY FOR ABSORPTION AND ASSIMILATION):
BADDD.
haha, dont know why i care so much for this test.
the previous cell division one, i heck care somemore.
oh well.

SHALL STUDY LATER.
waiting for 12, wish shujia happy bday(;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE GIRL(:
YOU ROCK(:

tmr half day.
got mt listeninng
then got bio extra lesson.
aft that 12 plus alr.
half day indeed.
mugging with guides after that:D
its like a routineeee.

not really productive, cuz we just end up talking and fighting over whos better(CARIN)
but if i go home, it would be much worse.

(:
went to the roof garden just now to memorise bio.
haha cuz i forgot to bring hse keys, then i couldn go home.
had to wait for daddy to come back and open door for meee.
i was happily walking arnd the nice nice roof garden memorising,
eh nice place. its so quiet. its not too hot and the sky beautiful.
can see sunset somemore.
i should go there more often.
missed playing badminton there like every tues and thurs with family.
haha, oh well.

quite happy today actually.
dont knw why.
got energy haha.

okay nvm.
byebye(:

2010-04-25T08:37:00.000-07:00

(:

ruien top 10:D

happy!

but her the speech so short):

oh well.

jesseca liu very pretty!

sat brownie revel.

went okay i guess.

damn tired.

ran like 26 lengths of the courtyard,

chasing after brownies. haha

Went PP after that with sunny claudia they all.

GOSH TOILET.

oh well.

mood spoilt after that.

had tuition.

then study bio.

gonna get that b3

so mwong can give present hehe.

congrats CLAUDIA AND SABRINA(:
and jingwen and rachel too!
jiayou for colour party(:

gosh angryyy.

how despo can you get really?

Shall throw you out of mymind.

i miss you more than you would ever know.

cant help it, but i think of you alot.

dont show it, but yeah.

well, guess things change.people do too.

oh well.

too bad we didn get into the same class from the start):

2010-04-23T08:09:00.000-07:00

screw you idiot AA person.
seriously.
GET A BLOODY LIFE WILL YOU OMGGGG.
6 months alr, you think what?
People think i am too nice to you,we willl see about that.
really.
omg, it doesnt pay to be too nice. cuz you will climb over my head.
bleh you suck,

screw today.
seriously, screwed it.
hope brownie revel goes well.

OMG, damn annoyed now.
godddd.D:

2010-04-21T08:56:00.000-07:00

Farewell today.

Still dont feeel like it.

guess it will be so weird that there will be no sec4s after today):

at least still can see them arnd sch hehe.

today went quite smoothly i guess.

oh haha, we look like a ghost academy from behind.

its damn funny.

Well,

The after part was nice(:

Balloons and Baby go well together hehe

well, it wasnt the most organised thing, but at least(:

so proud of sec3s(:

HEEEEE(:

i like to take pics:D

hmm, dinner was awesome.

home was scary aloneeee.

but safe and sound.

Dear sec4s,

thankyou for guiding us through all these years! we love you!

heeee(:

Greenwaves, VVP, Oriole

love of my life<3

cedar greenwaves guides doing outdoor cooking,
singing FIRE FIRE,blow FIREEEE!

2010-04-20T06:58:00.000-07:00

1 more day):
ONLY!

well, excited for the last last part.
we better dont screew okay);
we won cuz were awesome.

goosh, damn tired.
rushing letters and presents.
at this rate, tonight no need sleep alr.

went J8 today with the guides people
hehe, so tiring and damn broke la.
damn tired, had 5 items today.
its so much better thnn last year hehe.
proud of charlene!:D

okay well, thurs dance night!
i going!
yay okay byebye

2010-04-12T04:48:00.000-07:00

(:
i love study dates in the library with the guides gang!!:D
i love meeting dancers at macs sometimes after that too.
oh, and i love annoying vanessa, shannen etc with nonsense(:

hmm, i love sausages too hehe(:
and walks out in teh evening.
i feel happy and gay and so troublefreeeee.
never knew studying could be so much fun!
well, except for the unstraight things, winkwink.
its quite gross you know...

love you guys!(:

(:

2010-04-10T06:06:00.004-07:00

hmm.
past few days have been okay.
got mye timetable alr):
should probably start studying,seriously.
its time to put in more effort and stop failing.
then i get out of stupid chem remmedial and maths remmedial!!
but well.

today speech yeoman.
after that went macs.
and then homeeeeee!!!

ohh, friday was damn funny.
lost a dare with nithyakalyani d/o alagappan.
D:

one more day till monday again):
oh, what a boring cycle.

2010-04-07T08:12:00.000-07:00

damn tired today):

havent finish hmk):

maths remmedial tmr):

BUSY!

i dont like the printer):
i must army crawl underneath the table so that i can on the freaking switch hidden in some fusty musty place.

my internet is weird and screwed.

bio test tmr.
mwong will kill if we dont get good results):
STUPIDDDDDDDDD

okay, i shll end now. goodbye,
i think i shall sleep now and wake up at 3 to do my hmk.

i better.

goodbyee

2010-04-03T06:29:00.002-07:00

study date with celest choo tmr:D
yay(:
havent study with choo for ages ages ages.
hehe excited!

):
sorry.
hope things gonna change aft monday,
we'll try our best, we really will.

2010-03-31T05:51:00.001-07:00

Thank you deseree, pooja, tj, wendi and weiting(:
haha you guys rock.
thannks for your presents.

haha, seriously, i was so touched can.
i didn expect it like seriously.
i only expected as present from pooja haha(;
thanks for your the scrapbook alum, its so pretty
and pooja, thanks for your beautiful artistic talented card, you born smart person):
haha.
really(: hehe i happy.
but i so dumb, i neh bring home today, cannot admire.
D:

2010-03-30T08:02:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BDAY ROUHUI!

haha, this is really unglam):

but nevermind, for your sake!

hmm, 15 years old alr. not bad ehh.

i hope you will be happier forever and may all your wishes come true.

haha, its starting to sound damn corny but wtv. hmm, youve been a great great great nice nice nice friend to talk to. haha thanks for celebrating my bday with me this year and last year, last year was damn epic, and memorable haha. well, i hope you enjoy today.

haha, okay nev mind., the rest of the mushy stuff, i write in your letter alr., i pass you tmr kay(:

love you!

2010-03-25T07:22:00.000-07:00

ahhhh):
PLEASE DONT RAIN TMR):
please.please. please.
rain no more captain ballO:
and our wetweather plan is dumbdumb.

CARIN):
howhowhow??
why like that.
eeyer, this thing should not even have existed i tell you.
i'm so scared):
what do you think will happen aft this?
ah sucks.

man, this is depressing.
school is depressing too.

OHNO.

hmm, today was spent boringly.
writing lyrics of meaningful songs with pooja is cool.
haha pooja, i buy the fantasia papers alr,
we can write tmr.

i need to concentrate during lessons man.
sian, maths and chem remedial.
sucks..

aiyoh okay nvm byebye.

2010-03-21T09:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA!

heyheyhey, 15 alrrrr
same as meee hehe!
1 more year to nc16 heh!

haha yay going out with you tmrr,
hehe(>:

anyway, youve been a gooooooood pinkie friend!
and a fantabulous oriolemateee.
one day when we are 90 years old we should meet up
at some cheapskate kopitiam and then we shall reminiscice on the times when we went for camps like
TKPS( how we slogged haard for 3 days and stayed up so uber late and the countless scoldings too),
CAMP CHALLENGE( where we slept in a tent together so niceeee, and how we kept laughing non stop over dno whats so funny, how we ran up and down around spore for amazing race and shouting THE BUS THE BUS at the top of the lungs down the bridgee hehe, and also the manymany greenwaves meetings too;D and twigs picking hehe)

PERAK( heee, where we were busseat mates and and our ovaries dropping rememberrr? hehe. and also the nights where we didn sleep with sonita and claudia! and also the 2nd night where we huddled together and i mysteriously ended up on the bed aft picking the wakeup call(OoPS).

BANNER PAINTING( haha, it was funfun too:D we were the only 2! remember the sunday at the bishan house downstairs? haha and how you stumbled on the letter and read out the name of the grandma, omg that was funny ttm. and then the karaoke place haha. remember??

omg, those times. i am like laughing while i am typing hee. anyway, yup weve been through so much togetherrr and i am sure we will still(: happy 15th. we shall watch nc16 movies together next year okay! stay happy!:D

2010-03-19T22:20:00.000-07:00

hellohello!

my birthday over alr):

hee, yest too tired to post, i shall post now!

started off with meeting pooja and celest at tampines

heeee, it was awesomeee. w went to play at the playground,

then we went to play arcade,

then we took neoprints, then we eat lunch, then we go urbanwrite.

man, i love urbanwrite hehe:D

Thank you pooja for spending your day with meeee. even though you must waKe up so early, but you so nice still come. it was fun playing arcade with you and taking neoprints tooo. sorry i still owe you present okay(: heee, you do too! we shall go urbanwrite one day to get something for each otherrr!!:Di love you table partnerrr.

hm, then after that went to somerset 313 with awesome nice people:

celest,hazel,felicia and shannon!

somerset 313 got aweseome toilets can. so highclass!

haha so anyway, me shannon and celest went to the toilet to explore.

then hazel and felicia so nice!

they buy cake for me ehe, then hazel TRIED to cover my eyes.

but i screamed,haha not exactly scream huh.

a low pitched scream ahah.

then very loud, then everybody see then so maluuuu):

haha but thanks!!!

hmm, then they wanted to have a makeover for mee?!!

haha forced to try on a scandalous dress hehe goodness

in the end these awesome nice girls bought me 2 tanktops!!!!!!!!!!:)

i promise iw ill wear aft ahemahem okay!!

haha had sushi walkwalk then we went homeee.

i reallyreallyreally enjoyed myself heeeeee:DDDDD

Thank you celest CHOO for spending your wholewhole day with meee, since like 9am till almost 9pm. haha, thanks for your corkboard and the card and your slippers which couldn fit but its okay(: hmm, yup the makeover too haha, it was ultimate fun today!! i love you!:Dhahaa!!

Thank you Hazel! for spending your day with meee too!! hehe and your nice card (BTW MY MUM SAW OUR UNGLAM FACES):) and the makeover too. oh yes and the cake the cakeee! i really appreciate your attempt to try to give me a surprise but too bad i gave you a manly growl and then scare you away. haha and the kopitiam people too, hehe!i love you!!!:D

Thank you Felicia! foor spending your day with meee too and and the cake and the surpirse too thanks!:D and the makeoverrrrr! haha i think its diff to find clothes for me cuz i not cooperative so thanks!!!!! i love you too!:D

Thank you Shannon Leee!!! for spending the day with me too! and gooing into the toilet with meee. it must have beenb embarrassing for you); but then you still entertain meee haah, even though you never talk to me in the toilet): haha but i love you tooo:D

Thank you to all those who wished me through SMS/facebook or anything. haha thanks melacca sec3 guides! they all so cute. all send to me at 6.05 am on the dot.then my phone started buzzing and ringing non stop:D thanks alotalot tothe rest tooo hehe. you all rock socks!

2010-03-18T09:32:00.000-07:00

whos this cute girl there??

me!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENEEEE!

hey your 15 years old alr. you have lived through 15 years of sadness disappointments, fear, anger, and other sucky things on earth. ive seen you grow so much since 1 years old. i am so proud of you, you have overcome so many obstacles from learning how to walk to getting over impt things. wow! youve been such a good person, if i were to live life again, i would still be you, charlene! thanks for giving me a healthy body and mind, awesome brains to be smart and make nice friends. heee, awesome senses to taste smell eat too. i am thankful to you charlene! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 16 years ago, we were nothing but aa little part of an egg and sperm. look at what you ve become! :D

haha, a little self praise can make your day actually. its confidence actually, and self motivation too!heee.

2010-03-18T08:50:00.000-07:00

hm, thinking of deleting all the sad sad posts, then i wont see it.

then i wont be reminded and then i will forget why i am so sad!!

it does does help okay, cuz i was looking thru my archives just now, and realised that half the sad things that i posted, i cant remember what it was abt. which is good, cuz sad things shouldn be reminded.

my internet is crazy gah.

heee, 15 mins to my bday.

talking abt my bday.

THANK YOU GUYS YOU ROCKK!

Claudia, Rouhui, Sabrina, Simin, Sonita.

you guys were really awesome, thanks so much!

heee, i love all all of you alotalot.

haha, all the crazy ideas of marketing,

and the spiderweb thing was so funny.

haha, lets have a race and then you all so slow, wtheck!!

but then my heart melted when i saw the colourful hands and legs of the carebear.

heee(:

you all are damn nice la.

thank you sabrina, for your cute lil TV. haha, so cool! i like to admire at it heeeeeee:D i still say, great minds think alike. haha, not telling you why though! haha, thanks for the surprise today, i still duno how on earth you all think of such things as putting carebears on the spiderweb!

thank you claudia, for your awesomely nice long long sweet lettr. aww, you relieve my memories all over again. haha and you so cute. want to ask ______ to write on the card. i thik only you will think of it can. haha, i appreciate it okay(: let have a VVP outing ah!

thank you simin, you awesome little ballerina. haha thanks for the surrrrrprise today. hee, you so funny, plan the surprise until can put the present up onto the spideyyy. haha, then have competition huh, still must time one. haha, yeah la, very good nice awesomeeee.

thank you rouhui and sonita, for coming and not abandoning meee. seee, my persuasive language worked right. haha, ya you all very nice got follow us.

haha, oh and thank you carin loh, for your present and your nice nice letter. hee, i like the letter. it relieves the memoryyyy of farewell and those nonsensical times we spent together. haha, it was funny. and cool and cute. and so carefree, haiyoo.

and rachel loke too, thanks for your letter and your badge. haha, it is ncieee of youu!:D

and thankyou everybody who wished me thru sms, facebook, msn or any other means. even if its by dreaming and thinking of meeeeee, i appreciate it hehe.

2010-03-17T00:39:00.000-07:00

High School Musical is cool.
i still like to listen to boptothetop(:

i remember i ws crazy over it in P6.
hehe.
still havent gotten over it i guess.

haha, i went swimming with my daddy just now.
i like swimming, can think alot one.
hehe.

so currently, i feel much better(:

2010-03-17T00:26:00.000-07:00

yest class outing was alright(:
hm, i loved the horror movie part.
would have been scarier if it was nighttime.
haha, the pizzahut so funny, go knock in the middle of the exciting show.
watched final destination 3, i think.

so bloody and gory.
oh my bloody hell.
it was damn funny la.

hmm, then went ecp eat aft that went charlotte place for a while.
played taitee? and then camwhoreeeeeee.
quality time:D
went home at 10plus hehe(:

i realised that i miss 2c o9 alotalot):

hehe, my bday coming!

-i give up hooe alr btw.

2010-03-13T06:33:00.001-08:00

i have been going home with interesting people on the mrt these few days.
like today, how i went home with my tuition teacher.
it was weird, awkward at first. until you started telling me that secondary friends are the most precious, and thats the reason why you decided not to go JC.
i wonder how much truth are there in it, the friendship part.

like friday, you made me realise, 42 more days.
41 actually, count today.

sad): i dont want farewell, i dont want step up.
no more activites to enjoy, and rather organising activities instead.
and i realised how quick time flies,
it will really be weird aft we step up.
like duper weird, esp once we are sec4.

realised the joy of seniors.
it will be sad when it gets to a point where theres nobody to look out for when walking arnd the sch, nobody to spark off the bout of laughters and nudges.
nobody to make your day anymore.
nobody that will actually make your blood rush to your cheeks in that instant,
nobody that will make your heart beat that extra beat.
think i will hate it.
ahh, will miss all of you.
sighhh.

the point of UG,the point of CCA,
is ouing.
it will be the most memorable part in my guiding life too.
how we gush over certain people at certain point of time.
haha since sec1. aiyo.
it made me smile when i thought of it actually. ridiculous as it seems,
its quite funny too.
fate fate.

i like friday guides session alot.
drills was cool, and funny.
and well, embarrassing but i truly enjoyed that moment i guess.
it was way cool(:
ii am so glad i did drills(:
i cant stop thinking hehe.
awwwwwww:D:D

the after tooo
and stop teasing me alr):
so maluuuu. hehe.
to answer your question: i like everything(:

-(:

2010-03-13T06:25:00.000-08:00

TEN.

1) life sucks.

2) stop comparing me to her,mummy. my life does not revolve anrd her. too bad your child is not smart,and she is. my grades got nthing to do with it.

3) hate how you like to use it to snub me.

4) whatever thats wrong with you, dont you get it?

5) hello? i am not interested, its time to move on.

6) all i ever wanted was stability and fairness. it that too much to ask for?nope.

7) bullshit, lies, crap and nonsense. have heard enough of it in the past few days.

8) stop it. you got no backbone. hate how you do what she says.

9) youre only nice to me when shes not arnd.friend? come on la.

10) i hate being a secondhand good.

2010-03-10T07:57:00.000-08:00

back(:

OAC was better than what i expected.

first day was plain tiring, but second day very fun.

yay, i did challenge pole 2, zipline, abseiling, rock wall.

i think i am afraid of heights.

zipline so scary, it made me appreciate life cz it felt as though i was commiting suicide.

same with the challennge pole thing. gosh, it was scary like mad, its like one log thing then must climb to the top without the platform. it could barely fit both my legs can. i was trembling so bad then the pole shake more,make me more scared. tskk. haha, but i think itwas cool.

we had so many outdoor cookings, the food is terribleee.

haha, crunchy potatoes, pineapple and rice,

oh and mushroom curry maggie noodles---ho yixin la! so funny. but it was nice.

i think 3i bonded so much nore during the cf prep time, the last one. everyone was working so hard. haha,m our performance was hilarious ttm, with the crazy dancers and gamblers and of course, the miss universe!!( me cheryl chan hsuchieh and cheryl lee)all so sexy!

yay(: 3i rock!

you want nobodynobody but me,

because we are very pretty,

we are hot and sexy,

we got the money,

and many hot boys chase aft us!!!!!

haha, cool right.

me rueijean yingyi and cherylchan slept in diff dorm from teh rest): so isolated.

and yingyi had to sleep alone aft that cuz cheryl went home.

sad right.

but it was nice sleeping, with cheryl chan poking hte upstairs bunk in the first night.

haha.

oh ya then i fell down from the stairs again.

so pain you know):

one moment i was appreciaing nature, looking out at the window, breathing in fresh air,admiring the zipline, the next moment there was a crash, i was on the floor, my ankle hurts, everybody was asking if i was okay. hahaa, so classic! pain leh,my butt crack there got one big big blue black, then i think i sprained my ankle a,little): ahhh yoo. my muscles aching liek mad too.

heee, i think i enjoyed oac actually. its different from my guides camps though!

thank you leaders and instructors.

oh yes, 3i got very nice leaders and instructors!!

heeeheee(:

2010-03-10T07:36:00.000-08:00

2010-03-07T00:29:00.000-08:00

tmr's oac!
so fast!
hope we wont screw our cf performance!):

hmm,oh ya went to rcy's fdc yest.
so cool, i never see so many fancy drills in my life hee.
cedar won!!!
yay(:

haha, i got nothing to do.
havent pack yet.
):
no mood to pack.
havent even do stupid hmk yet.
gahh.

yay, i a happy.
i tidied my messy study table(:
its a feat okay.

i want to watch alice in wonderland.
goooshimudya,
budiyaeonawaadaaaiiii.
gudiwneoongujjjjag.
blajkghytnhr,
yay!

2010-03-05T07:42:00.000-08:00

and when nothing ever goes right anymore,

rise above the storm and see the sunshinee.

looking for these makes me happy.

i never knew that theres so many things that actually make so much sense.

life is tough.
it'll always be.

lets stay strong(:
to the sad world out there, cheer up!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VkCFeNeqyHk

2010-03-05T06:45:00.000-08:00

hello(:
last paper today.
historyyyy.
screwed it, flunk it, but heck la.

theres guides today.
hmm, was the singsong ic.
guess it was okay, they were so soft):
hmm, had PT by tj and racheltham(:

oh ya, then had drills. and the colour party thing.
i swear i suck at commanding.
my mind just shut down and i cant remember anything else except kekiri and kekananD:
and i cant pronounce keblakang i swear.
):
there goes my colour party,

on the other end, TJ's damn funny.
her TRUCK!!TRUCK! is like so funny.
makes me laugh like mad.
TJ,TJ.

i dont want stepup.
it breaks our level apart.
people get sad.
boooo):
cant we be sec3s without stepping up?
i hate the way i feel.

carin, cheer up okay(:
ily too!
(: dont worry huh!

going support RCY tmr.
their FDC, hehe.
so embarrassing!

okay, i dont feel like bloggging anymore,
byebye!

-when the world's crashing down. when i fall and hit the ground,
i will turn myself around, dont you try to stop me!

2010-03-04T04:44:00.000-08:00

i cant stand it anymore.
i really cant):

theres history ct tmr.
i am so stressed i cant even think clearly.
i tried to get clemenceau name into my head.
i really did, and all the treaty of versailles,
and the aims and everything,
i try, i really did.
but everytime i try, i think of my maths.

makes me wonder, whats the point of studying,
i tried so hard, i reallydid.
why?
why?

it makes me wonder,
whats up with you nowadays.
youre using it to rub in my face, you think i dont know?
you think i dont know that youre happy about it?
you think i dont?

so what if i fail my maths?
i make sure i get full marks for you to see, you idiot.
you act as if you dont care puhlease.
i hate it whenever you do that, you discontented fellow.
your tone and the way you treat people disgust me.
i feel like bring ing you to africa, but then again, you wont understand,
cuz you dont have a heart at all.
i hope you really can learn your lesson,

being with you is suffocating.
i cant breathe with you all around.
i hate it.
i do.

its funny how i can confide in people which i least expect to.
carin, beatrice.

celest too..

its heartwarming to know that theres many caring sec3 guides too.
people whom i thought i would never get close to:
hillary deseree, esp tj..
Tj makes me laugh.

guess times change, people change too.
i dont understand, i really dont.

i think my stress level is terribly high these days.
the amt of sadnesss accumulated these 2 mths is just abt the amt from the last 2 years.
you all dont understand. really.

my sad tablepartner, cheer up.

2010-02-27T06:51:00.000-08:00

How much can a palm-sized heart hold before it explodes i wonder.

its amazing how much things change overnight, isnt it?

its terrible. i hate it. but i do think its right.

why, cant you understand for once?

theres so much in me, i think i am exploding.

i wish i never did come online today.

depressing.

how come i never did feel this way when i was in sec2??

cant we be friends without being in a clique?

2010-02-26T19:52:00.000-08:00

i am computer deprived i tell you.
havent used commp for like ages/.
anyway, chem test yest.
screwed up like shittt.
i think the max marks i can get is like 5.
mann):
damn depressed):

hmm, i should stop thinking about it and concentrate on biio instead.
hist brought back to fri.
opther ppl finish on tues, i still must study.

guides on friday was nice.
footdrills was awwwww.
it was damn funny during debrief can.
we totally had to fight to talk, what is this.

aft guides, had talktalk.
what, farewell brought forward.
23april, my goodness.
suckss):
we must do a great great job sec3s!!
:D

man, got amaths tuition soon.
alone somemore, since esther got competition):
goodluck esther.
walau, 4hrs of tuition alone without anybody to talk to is pathetic.
i am gonna die.
i think i will be late.
i must studt bio after this.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

wellwell, okayokay, byebye.

2010-02-21T08:44:00.000-08:00

NCOOOOOOOO(:
heeeeeee. it was funfun. hmm, i like drills and pt and night. so cool(: cannot see oneee, then bangbang here bangbang there. still so cooling. hehe.

oh ya, sabrina you owe me 2 broken nails, and 2 scratch okay. i found another scratch heeeee. and about 1litre of sweat too. haha. for pulling the stupid panels out with my life okay.

haha had hist projj today for one whole freaking day you knnow. last time filming( i still cant pronouce this word properly, but wtv), got like 2 weeks etc. now what, 2 days then dateline can. so tiring i tell you. come back from my nco still must do hirt project. haha but it was funny.

i am trotsky, i will trot trot trot up to the sky. haha, trotsky trotsky! mann. still must rush and edit the video tmr. so busyy. no time study):

stupid ct coming. blehhhh. haha just realised that common test is actually my initials. nehhhh.

walau i am damn tired): its abt 1 alr. printing out my chem ws. mr chia give everyone neh give me): so sad.
thank you deseree for sending it to me! ily!

haha, okay mst go do ws alr. byebye!

2010-02-18T06:00:00.000-08:00

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:
JUSTIN BIEBERRRRRR:D

haha, anywayyyy.
hmm, past few day, okay la.

loads of hmk):
i cant cope with maths):
i dont like maths at all,
what sum and product of roots.,
like heck, know for what!

hmm, had campfire audition today,
so embarrassiing):
haha. but kinda used to that lahuh.

theres NCO tmrrr.
man, i cant find my red colour cool torchh.
):
remembered bringing it home aft annual camp.
ahh, annual camp(:
heeeeeeeeee. VVP nightwalk everythingg.
pleasant memoriesss.

then Thinking Day!
have you thought of me yett?
hah okay sorry, that was lame.

hmm, i am bored.
i gave in to temptation to use the comp
i haven do maths stupid hmk yet,
mrs chew gonns chew me up):
i shall wake uip early to do tmr.
though that really neh happens.

lala, heyheyhey, its thinking day!!!!

theres gonna be one less lonely girl!

byebye!

2010-02-14T07:41:00.000-08:00

happy valentines everybodyyyyy!

thank you everybody for the presentss and letters! i like to read letters(: they makeee me smileeee and remember those times!:D

i love everybody!

oh ya gongxifaicai too!
haha, i went to my cousins place todayyy. so boringg. i gambled my 20 dollars alr and i was immensely bored. sucks right. my money): hmm, i think the only person who really enjoyed today was my daddy. he played majong for like 6 hrs consecutively. my mummy was bored cuz she dosent like to gamblee. and then in the end, i played with my nieces and nephews. haha, they very very cute and totally violent. haha, espp the girlgirl.shes so funny.

me: you know how to fight tavierr(his younger brother, my nephew) ah? how you fight?

natalie(niece): orh, you must boxboxbox and then kick his birdbird!

me: -shock-and then burst out laughing.

haha, so funny right. pure innocence. so adorable. i realised that i have a soft spot for little children.

hmm, then yest,newyear eve. went out with celest hazel pearlyn and shujia again. we finally got to watch our percy jackson! yayyy(: its aweesomeaweesome i swear. so niceee. its almost as nice as harrypotter. i wish my parent was a god. then i can be a demigod! isnt that awesomeee? then i can learn alkl the fighting!

haha, the day before yest i went out with them too, plus charmaine. hmm, we couldn get the movie tickets. so we walked arnd,and then we go watsons. and thenthen we went to do smthhhhh feminineee, haha. so funny i tell you. i could ahave died from it can.

haha then later i went to the riverhong bao place to watch the fireworks with my family. it is a yearly routine. my parents say that i have been there since 1. haha cool right. oh ya, then i took the vortex which is there i dont know why, with my brother. omg, it was the most scary experience i have ever went thru. its freaking scary okay. its this machine thing at the pasar malam that seats 4 people on each end. so the thing will actually spin very fast, like a mad ferris wheeeil, except that theres only 2 corners wheres theres seats la. then right the seat itself will revolve, thus you will be overturned while that thing keeps spinning. you can actually see the people like ants like that except tht i couldn really see anything cuz my specs must be take n off. i took it with my brother. who is so calm and composed. so right when the thing starts turning and spinning , i was so scared that i couldn help screaming like some mad idiot. unfortunately, i am the only one cuz the other people on top is a husband and wife which doesnt scream. and my brother also wont scream one. somemore right. at the top halfway when the thing is epinning like some crazy thing, he still can ask me what time=.=
haha when i came down from it my hands were litellay shaking my my legs were so weak that i had to hoild onto the railings for support. wah thank god i didn pee in my pants i tell you. scaryscaryyyy. but it totally relieves stress can. i scream until my lungs broke omg, its truly a verygood experience. oh ya then i watch the fireworks and then go temples to pray and then go chinatown at 3 in the morning cuz got major offeroffer. my mummy la! but really, there was so much discounts and everything. reachedhome and 4 plus.

hmm, the rest of my weekdays was lessons and more lessons. haha pooja is interesting, i like to singsongs with her. like baby by justin bieberr. i think i have fallen in love with justin bieberr. his voice espp, so cutee and so nice to singggg. his looks are okay too(: oh no. haha, but seriously i like babyyyyy. its so niceee and funny and never ever fail to make my day. listening to it makes me happy. yay.

oh and then got one day, cant ermember haha.which.went to tpy with claudia and sabrina to eat popeyes. i never eat before, didn know it existed. haha,i think we were making alot of noise inside the popeyes, due to certain funny reasons which i cant rem.

i am going my grandmas hse tmr. my mummy side one. its gonna be boring): i will bring hmk there to doo. and then the aunts and uncle will praise me say i hardworking.;D but seriously, i am not gonna spend my whole day there with nothing to do, since they dont even gamble you know. and theres no little cousins to play with too.

haha oay i am tired. i shall go sleep soon. it a longlong post. goodnight!!

2010-02-14T07:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE CHEONG!

haha youve been great and all. thanks for being there for me when i need it. and you should totally stop worrying and thinking so much i tell you. haha, sorry for being a little belated): sorry! oh and sorry ive been so busy that we cant talk as often. school work doesnt allow): have fun in your TJ and good luck for everything you do, academics and friendships and everything alright:D i know you very sociable one, surely can make manymany more friends(;

hmm, and smile always and come back to cedar more often yeah. haha, the rest of the stuff i want to tell you, you alr know(: i love you and take careeeeeee. ps: happy vday and gongxifacaii!

2010-02-06T08:22:00.000-08:00

hello(:
its saturday today.
weekends gonna be over soon):
isnt it saad.

weekends have never been so precious.
w-wheeeeeeee(;
e- eets the most important timee.
e-extraextera rest timeee.
k-kant you see how ipt it iss?
e-extra sleep time. yay(:
n- n everyone loves it.
d-dearest dearest weekends
s-superrrr!!

do you see how important it is now?
it is veryvery important.

anyway,tuition with esther today.
haha i was late):
sorry esther.
hmm, then we went to play playground with shanice(shes esther church friend, therefore my new found friend!)
thenthen we went to alj and ate macs.
and then daddy fetch me(:

so tired.
i just wrote another manito letter(:
but my mortal never ever take her letters.
theres so manymany in the manito box
making me a sad angel):
i dont think she will see this hehe.

yay(:
i have a spiderweb date with pooja on monday.
and celest too(:
i am happyhappy.
so long nev go out with them alr.

talking bout celest,
i am in the same NCO grp as her.
and rouhui toooo.
and liying and wanting and vigneshhhh.
all the nice people(:
looking forward to camping with them alrrrrrr.yay.

i am enjoying life the way it is:D
cuz life aint so bad(:
except for the fact that i haven done any hmk. but thats another thing.
weeelll, i am tired.
i shall go sleep now.
i will wake up early tmr and do hmk.
i have tuition again tmr):
sucks right. a maths smemoreeee,
boo):

2010-02-01T06:24:00.000-08:00

went plazasing today.
made with love is awesome much(:
but the things there super ex.
went there to spend money,
which is a good way to relieve stress.

realised that me and pooja are really similar,
one day we shall have a screaming session.

lets see what will happen next.

whenre sad,
you shd go listen to sad songs,
cuz it will make you feel better.
it does.

2010-01-31T05:13:00.001-08:00

thank you sonita(:

2010-01-31T03:44:00.000-08:00

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i am not wonderwoman
dont expect me to be happy everyday.

have had enough of tolerating,
you have been stealing everything.
ive lost much,
cant afford to lose more.
please dont do this to me):
i am sick and tired.
really.

i am sorry.
):
):
i hope you all understand.

its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go,
its hard to force that smile when i see my old friends and im alone,
still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret but i know
if i can do it over
i would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken..

what hurts the most-rascal flatts.

2010-01-30T06:40:00.000-08:00

went out with sabrina and claudia today(:
was supposed to buy my dress,
but i brought home nothing you know!
):
so tired somemoreeee.
wear skirt no good.

):
why?

2010-01-29T04:18:00.000-08:00

Life is Short.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them,

but an entire life to forget them.

For all those awesome sec3 guides,

the times we spent together..

how we went through thick and thin together.

after today, i am sure we will be even better,

and prove to everyone that we can do it,

and our batch aint weak.

after today, i have learnt many things.

our thrashing session and talkietalkie went good,

even though not everybody was there.

sorry to all those that ive hurt,

i am really sorry..

the huggies and billibanga was really good.

i think i have hugged like almost everybody(:

hush now my dears, lets dry our tears and show the world that we really can do it.

i like how much cedar guides mean to us(:

i am really really touched by all of my sec3s(:

no words can express, really.

to know that you have smth to fall back on.

its really awesome.

we will be the bestest batch ever,

we will prove all of them wrong,

we will be so bonded that nothing can separate us.

and well, things arent meant to be(:

its alright.

really.

i am really touched by what you are prepared to do,

but i dont need it really.

go for it my dear!

2010-01-28T05:59:00.000-08:00

omg, yesterday guides session so funny(:
god, so fun(:
haha, it ended off funny too!!

sec3s guides are so funny
haha most of them anyways(:
:D
awesome mawsome!
i love love love guides like madddd.
and and tmr guides(:
patrol corner games and singing session!
singing session half an hour you know!
i am gonna sing my lungs out!

i am very very excited i dont know why.
sec1s coming in tmrr..
i hope my patrol get niceeeee jnrs(:
oh, yes.
i practically embarrassed myself totAlly on wed in front of all the sec1s la.
who is the awseome person who wanted me to write CHARLENE TEO SI MIN with my butt huh.
somemroe must face different irections.
who ah who ah( hint hint!)

haiyoo);
terrrrible.

hehee, blow wind blow!
blow all those who are preetttty((:

i am blown away!

yayayayyy(:
i shall go off now(:
i shall not let anyone spoil my goddamn good mood tmr.
no, you shant.

2010-01-24T00:43:00.000-08:00

hello!
i went out with my mummy on satttt!
it was productiveee okay!
i bought a dress you know!!!
a DRESS YES A DRESSS!!
haha i am gonna buy more dresses in futureeee.

dresses are preeeeeeetty.
hmm, there goes my saturday you know!
and therefore, having to push back my tuition to next week.
and i have a buying clothes date with sabrina too):
this is saddd.

and my sunday, weeel.
was spent reading my jodi piccoult book which is terribly niceee.

hmm, its almost feb. like so fast.
very very scarry.
i dont like sec3 life still.
but i have been quite a very good girl(:
i havent copied any homework and i have been doing my homeworkk.
and sleeping early tooo!
but then, its just the starting only.

but my resolution for this year is to do my homework without copying!
yeaaah.

i am in a good mood now i dont know why.
i am kiddding.

oh very important!
i have awesome seniors who are extremely very cute and funny.
omgoodness, they are damn funny!
thank you!
they made my friday morning a happy day(:
be jealous people, cuz you dont find them in other ccas(:

i sand majula loudly and recited the pledge and sang the sch song like how we did it in primary 1 on friday(:
loud, chripy and cutee!

2010-01-16T04:17:00.000-08:00

i really wish we were back to last year.
2009.
2010 is ):, afterall.
as much as i am trying not to show.
i am sick and tired of missing everybody.
sick and tired of not being in control.
sick of how we were once so close.
i am really sorry to all the things that went wrong,
how quicky everything fades away,
is it me? or is it how things are meant to be?
sorry for leaving you out,
sorry for the unanswered questions,
sorry for all the mess that wre caught in now.
really.sorry.
i dont know what to do,
nobody to trust.
would it remain this way?
i dont have the courage to face all of you..
):cant i get the best of both worlds?
does it mean that i have to sacrifice either one?
i dont want to.

things are getting out of hand,
you think i am enjoying all this?
no i am not.
i cant believe this is how it turned out.
maybe its time to stop.
cuz i havehad enough.
if pleasure means giving others unhappiness,
then sorry first.
because this wont come to a happy ending.
twice in my life,
i wont commit the same mistake.

realised that too much bitching
makes you a bitch.i think i am one of them.

2010-01-14T03:16:00.000-08:00

oh yes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMINNNNN!!

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY!

HAHA, ALL THE TIMES WE HAVE SPENT TOGETHER DANCING BALLET
(WHICH WE DO SO SO PRETTY WELL)

HAHA, AND THE TIMES WE FOOL ARND TOGETHER,
GOSSIPING, LAUGHING, COMPLAINING, YEAP IT WAAS REALLY REALLY MEMORABLE.

YOU MADE MY GUIDING LIFEE SO MUCH MORE VENTFUL MY DEARRR SIMINN(:

AND YOUR SISTER,, I WILL TAKE CARE OF HER OKAYY. DONT WORRY ABOUT HER. I WILL GIVE HER CLOTHES, SO THAT SHE S NOT OBSCEN AND MAKE SURE SHE GROWS SOME TEETH SO THAT SHE WONT SHRIEK SO LOUDLY AND SCARE YOU. HAHA, THEN WHEN ITS OUR SEC4 FAREWELL I WILL RETURN HER TO YOU I PROMISE:) SHE MUST BE FOREVER WITH YOU OKAY, CUZ ME SONITA AND CLAUDIA STUFFED ALL OUR LOVE INTO HER. THATS WHY SHE SHRIEK SO SO LOUDLY YOU KNOW. ITS TO EXPRESS OUR LOVEEEEE.

and the rest of the things to tell you, its alr in the letters okay!(:

2010-01-14T03:01:00.001-08:00

Yesterday was awesome much much many many!(:

went out with my dear dear guides people,
sabrina claudia simin sonita rouhui hazirah rachel!!
haha we wanted to give simin a surprise party,
which wasnt surprising in the end, but blissfully, simin didn realise hehhe.

haha, so we waited forever for simin in school, then we went to crash pp kfc(:
kfc is like our place every after camp and everything!

haha, then we went douby ghaut!
so, we haven buy like presents and cake for simin yet,
which is sad but nevermind(:
we started to go missing and then we went to buy simin's cake.(claudia and sonita)
haha, then me and sabrina disappeared to buy the presents.
we bought her a sexy shrilling lady, which is really amusing and cute and loveableee.
(haha we didn notice on the label that its for ages 16 and up):D

hmm, soso, we went outside the plaza there and then we blindfolded simin there.
haha and we sang happy birthday the loud cedar way.
and of coursem attracted alot of people on the wayyy. hehe, they got free show!!

hmm, after tht we went walking around(:
and took many many pics!!
haha then we went home.

it was damn funnnnnnn with you guys i tell you!
i have never seen a bunch of so crazy wacky funny people in the worldd.
i love you guys many many manyyyy!!

:D

2010-01-11T04:41:00.000-08:00

hello mello(:
its monday again.

hmm, i reallyreally like history lessons i realise
miss lizah damn nice la!

hhah, i was looking at the sentosa resort thing now!
its really cool okay, theres like a lot of new openings and a lot cool stuff in the amusement park.
haha, i dont know why its called amusement park,since i dont find it amusing at all..

theres one ride, damn cool. its like this cool.

Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure™
Premiering in Singapore
Featuring a white water raft system, thrill-seekers on circular rafts will be tossed on waterways within the Jurassic compound, where prehistoric creatures roam free.

it reminds me a bout the perak whitwater thing okay. its really cooll/.
i will be the first person on it heh.

another onee. i like also. so exciting.

Battlestar Galactica:
HUMANBattlestar
Galactica: CYLON
Premiering in Singapore
Themed after the hit television show Battlestar Galactica™, the world’s tallest pair of dueling roller-coasters will propel thrill-seekers on several inversions, a zero-g roll, a Cobra roll, corkscrews, vertical loops and near collisions mere inches apart.

isnt this coooll. its breathtaking okay! i want to rideee.

still have:

Revenge of the Mummy™
A high-speed psychological thrill ride through sharp turns, full rotation and fast reverse, you’ll be fighting against fiery fireballs, flesh-eating scarab beetles and an army of merciless warrior mummies — all in total darkness.

haha this is like quite gross, my type. but seriously okay i am really looking forward to it la. all in total darkness somemoree.haha nightwalk i alr scared until like shit, i wonder this will be what la.

then have other parts of the universal studios thats cool too.
like the marine life park.

Marine Life Park(Opening after 2010)
Dive into the aquatic world and get a chance to interact with dolphins, snorkel with rays and come face to face with some of the ocean’s most fascinating creatures.
Set to be the largest oceanarium in the world.
Venture into a wading pool for some intimate interaction with reef fishes, or learn about the wonderful but depleting coral reefs. . The lushly-landscaped Marine Life Park will comfortably provide a top- quality entertaining and educational outing for visitors, kids and adults alike.

omg, damn cool
anyways, i recently had a stroong urge to go diving and snorkelling when i grow up. haha cool right. i want to scale mountains too. you know theres a baden-powell mountain? i want to scale it then i can carve cedar guides into it hehe! very cool!

haha, i am still amazed at the resorts in sentosa. hoho(;

hmm, i am boredd noww.
haha i shall go off.

2010-01-07T07:17:00.000-08:00

(:
first couple of days..

okay la.

teachers are mostly nice, class is okay too.

haha, my class is 3iYo!

so cool right!

hm, stayiing out of class matters this year.

it feels weird being a sec3.

i dont want)):

sec2 sounds so much better,

i miss 2c too.

it doesn feel quite right.

heard so much about the maga stress and everything.

kinda scared, plus chinses os is like starting after june hols.

i need that a1 man.

no more go fly kite during chinese anymroe..

guides tomorrow(:

theres horseshoe and stuff.

i really hope that we dont get yelled at again...

): and then we will all be so sad

no patrol corner):

and wheres that patrol challenge??

oh haha, i want camp challenge lunch!

simin fantastic idea!!!

i want i want!

aiyo, so scary.
i think we will all be so busy soon.

then farewell will coome))))))):
the sec2s better do a good job man.

2010-01-02T09:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

HAHA, I AM SO LAZY TO DO DEDICATIONS THIS YEAR);

HM.
2C,
you all have been so awesome(: no words can describe how much i love you all and how much i am gonna miss 2c. those wonderful moments which we have shared, from fiesta all the way to class outing. being the asst monitress was tough, but it was worth it for you all(: wehave been through so much together as a class, bonded since sec1 and i could literally see all of you all changing. becoming more outspoken and everything. we rock as a class, even though we might not win best class, but you all are the bestest class that i could ever had. i love you guys all so much!

sec2 guides,
i am so glad theres no such things as changing guidesmates. you all have been one bunch of aweome guides. you all are teh best level i could ever which for, SERIOUSLY. we have been through so much together. one of the most memorable was farewell planning. it wasnt exactly a success, but it really bonded us together. it made us so much closer after that.farewell 2oo9 is over, i think we all have done an awesome job whether the rest liked it or now. but all i know is we have gone through itand got so much stronger after that. we learnt a lot too. then all the overseas trip that we went for, melacca, perak. and the camps, tkps, annual camp. i could see all of us changing. becoming more outspoken in guides and everything. i feel very happy(: i think i have changed a lot too. last year i very serious then i duno how to have fun. this uear after farewell i have learnt to let go and then see things from a diff point. i really leearnt the true meaning of enjoying guides, instead if slogging hard for guides. after each camp that i have went for, i feel that i learnt a lot more. take tkps, it was truly wow. i never expected that the sec2s could run a camp that smoothly with few glitches. anyways, i realise that i sound very ... not charlene. so i should stop. but then all i want to say is you awesome sec2 batch never fail to make me smile(: i cant imagine what i will do without all of you here. i love you guys!
wah i never knew i could be so knowlegeable!

2010-01-01T09:08:00.000-08:00

HAHA, OMG.
THIS IS FUNNY I SWEAR.

★claudia(: says:
oh you know,
i eat a lot today can.
like a lot!
keep on eating:X
heh,i dont know why tooo,
SABRINA says:
hahahahahahahaahhah
;D
charlene(rocks) says:
HAHAHA
ME TOO
BUT THEN FOR MY MEALS
I NEVER EAT RICE OR NOODLES
★claudia(: says:
heh,
charlene(rocks) says:
I ATE BAKKWA LEH
★claudia(: says:
i keep on eating noodles,
charlene(rocks) says:
AND THEN STIILL HAVE ALOT OF CHOCS
HAHA
★claudia(: says:
reject rice!
charlene(rocks) says:
HAHAH I DIDN EVEN EAT NOODLES
I ATE JUNKIES
★claudia(: says:
chocolates:D
SABRINA says:
bakwwa
charlene(rocks) says:
HAHAHA YA
SABRINA says:
isit like some
charlene(rocks) says:
MY PARENTS BOUGHT
SABRINA says:
traditional medicine?
★claudia(: says:
hahahahhahah!
charlene(rocks) says:
ITS THE CHINESE NEW YEAR THE BBQ PORK
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHA
★claudia(: says:
ttraditional medicine!

HAHAHA ISNT IT FUNNY? OMGOODNESS.

2010-01-01T06:34:00.000-08:00

Annual Camp 2009-the best way to end the year.

annual camp was memorable. really. it was eventful and fun and well.

First day

hmm,lombanged claudia into the sch at 630 cuz we were supposed to do our last min stuff and everything. turned out that many people were there. hmm, we had tentpitching. i was actually looking forward to it actually.then the grd was so muddy. but nevermind it was okay until we had to move to the muddier grounds): but the sec3s were so helpful at least(: cleaning the tents was crap, but the fault is really not yours seriously.i never felt so good when simin told ..i feel so sad, its like TKPS camp repeating again. those times when we did so much, rough it all so much, and so little sleep and everything, and not even get a thankyou. wasnt even creditted): this time it was worse.
anyways, campfire. i am so thankful that my patrol didn screw the performance up man. i would cry if it was screwed la. claudia and me spent the whole day writing it and everything. and the props making day, how much effort we put it. i was so embarrased la, the bobochacha thing. and how i got stuck in the car, haha, so funny. i wonder where i got the guts from mann. at least we got best campfiree(:

2nd day..
highlights were beachcleaning, sandcastle, amazing race and NIGHTWALK! beachcleaning was tiring. but then the after of everything really made my day! sandcastle was cool. thanks for helping! then after that the sec3s were so sad. realised that nightwalk might be cancelled. HORRIBLE)): but amazing race rocked. its like camp challenge,esp the giant part.so fun. i think i get high when running arnd shopping centres and excuseing everybidy and jumping on escalators and rushing arounds and receiving weird looks. vroomies won first for sandcastle!(: and first for amazing race too. we were so sad for amazing race cuz we thought tht we are gonna be the last few.cheerrup patrol 5(: oh yes.

amazing nightwalk.
it was so so so so scary goodness gracious. to think that i will go first haha. and that we will laugh all the way. i could faint man. couldn choose our partners, and i partnered a sec1. so embarrassing. we were grabbing each others hand like big time. the alone part was scary,they made me sit infront of them for so longgg i could hear my heart beat against my chest. was concentrating on a piece of grass. goddd. then the reading story one also very scary. i didn even absorb the story la.and then the ghosts talk until so not like our sec3s, they act until so not sec3s too. the toilets ah, best. omgosh, the corpse that was on the floor, the ghost hangin on the wall and the ghost that fell out of the door. it was a miracle that i didn scream okay. i was so scared); at first i thought must cross over the corpse somemore. goodness. wah i was sweating like mad when i reach the ending point i tell you. horror. last time still say what we will just laugh and then be the first to go. tskk.oh and, we are not cliquish okay):
so sad, it had to be shortened. but at least it wasnt cancelled.could totally imagine it happening though. pheww.
my first ever nightwalk in guides. terrifying and memorable experience:D i think i 80 years old still can remember.

3rd day
turned out that there was no patrol challenge. so sad right. everytime also turns out like that): oh had yeoman.haha"the old troublesome lady"..damn funny.our school so stingy la.
hmm, had awards ceremony. tan simin got best camper!! haha,she deserves it! and sabrina got most helpful!! ahah, she shd have gotten the cute one too(:
camp ended):
haha, then we went to kfc( sab, simin, claudia and me). haha, we made a lot of noise there and created a din laughing and laughing at stupid and unglam pics we take. omgoodness. i am like laughing while saying this. then its damn funny la.haha, kfc is like our after-camp-meeting place. the four of us, that time camp challenge also. tkps also(at the school there i hink), now annual camp also.

foursome,
you all have been so awesome people. we are not cliquish okay. its just that we have gone through so mush together back in tkps. those who never go foor tkps will never understand how much we have gone through.all the times when we were being yelled at, those times where we were wrongly accused of yet there was nothing we could say, nothing that we coould use to defent ourselves. how helpless we felt. remember the doodling in the homeecon kitchen at 2am in the morning? it was that badd. and then it ended off so sadly, without reconigition to us,without any thankyous? it was those angry moments that brought us together and made us so close. i dunno how we would manage tkps without any1 of you there. knowing that theres something we could fall back on was comforting. same for camp challenge. all those times i thought i could never survive, but look. all of you guys were there. awwwwww. so its really not that we dont accept other levels, but we have gone through so much, we trust one another, we support each other too!!(: i love you all loads

vrooom vrooom pow!
heyy. you guys were one fantastic patrol! we rock annual camp(: even though we might not have won, but then we are the best in our hearts, i have never been in such an enthu patrol! sec1s, you all have to talk more and move faster alright(; but then you whole lot was so funny. haha, i am still amused at the " cause i jk wolf"... but we seriously rock. i am so proud of each and everyone of you(l we should have a camp patrol outing!

ah, done. i haven do my dedications and my pooja post.