And I've never felt so angry in my whole life before.

Can explode i tell you.

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No, dont take guides away from me serious.

D:

anyway, thanks everybody who cheered me up in some way or the other(:

D:

she bought me new watch, the pretty purple adidas one!

i wanted it quite badly, but didnt expect her to really buy hehe.

Happy!((:

Practising oral with rourou tmr.

HAHA, we going changi airport eh!

so cool, i neh go there study before!

need to talk alot of chinese tmr, damn scared.

my chinese sucks ehD: oral on wed man.

haha, i suddenly lost the passion to blog alrD:

but not gonna delete this, all my memories(:

oh well.

Results sucked, veryvery badly):

hard work didnt pay off, damn sad.

i swore i studied so hard for this midyears.Like, really veryvery hard. Was so determined to pass chem at least. Studied for it like, after the break in CT1. But hey, look, i failed it again. And i need at least 65 to pass my overall chem. A freaking B3 just to get a C6 for my overall. Its impossible i tell you. Chem's so diff): I really dont like it. I'm trying cant you see. its really too bad right! hmmph. IDC, i gonna like, start studying now or smth. I will just die if i have to drop to combinesci or retain seriously.

And my stronger subjects were a letdown too): Bio-i studied so hard lah walao,esp for human nutrition and plant nutrition): Come out all molecular genetics what is this. And i thought that there was hope for my bio manD: and what, C5?! sighsighsigh): DONT STUDY ALR LAH. Like bio dont even do well in it!

The rest all Cs and Ds. Failed 3 subjects eh, all inportant ones somemore. chem,ss geog and amaths. Seriously, amaths just go and die and dont come back, i really cannot do it, its so hard argh,whats this lah. My highest is like what, b4?! and its cheeena. My gosh, i'm like so used to cheena being my ugliest mark on the results slip lah. I seriously dont understand, cant they like gimme one A or smth so that at least i can have smth to be proud of??

Wah, my parents, best. I feel like crying when i tell them my results man. "aiya, nevermind la. What to do?" "Its okay la, results not everything, got try can alr" " aiyo, you compare with your friends for what, compare alr make you sadder also no use. Your friends smarter nevermind lor"

HELLO? for goodness sake, i am failing 3MAJOR SUBJECTS and you all dont even care about it?! Yall want me to retain then you all bother issit. Yeahla, get it,you all dont even care right. only care about when my brother get off the comp, whether he got do hmk. your daughter no need to care la, fine can. Dont need you to bother, I CARE CAN ALR.

stupid nonsense, get out of my life man.

blahblah results blah, go and diee.

go go go):

HAHA, tmr will be an exciting day minus results.

i want see all my friends again(:

omg haha.

its all your fault carin loh!

))))))))):

yes, i am gonna do it myself.

i am gonna do smth that will change my life forever.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

scary omg.

ah, hope it goes well.

tuition):

bye!

And a bad start too, with all the results releasing D:

Will my hard hard work pay off??

Stupid, so worried for chem.

blah.

Carrie Underwood is one of my favourite singers ever(:

heehee(:

And omg, baking life is addictive):

I neeeeed to do geog!